Dream

A Dream

“your worst dream”

—Ted Hughes, “A Dream,”

Birthday Letters

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The doorbell rings—

Gawd, it’s you back again

It’s like lifting the—

Lid of your coffin an inch

You’re back again—

In hushed dead daddy drag

“I’m back again, honey”

I don’t say anything to you

Dingy St. Peter’s next door—

Suddenly gongs like Chartres

An expensive birthday present—

Right down to the last franc

I tell him “Get lost, creep”—

“Dead husbands make me puke”

I wake up from the dream—

Fix myself a dry martini